Me...me...me....

there's always something

Me and G went to go see BSB last Saturday and they were freakin amazing!! They still got it so yay!We had sooooo much fun oh man.I hope they come back again cuz next time we're sitting front and center!woo!!!Ariel's cousin and aunt from New York are in town so I've been spending some time with them and they're so nice.Yesterday we went to Busch Gardens and got soaked!lol.It was quite fun.There was a horrible horrible storm at about 6ish when we were leaving.The sky was almost black and there were high winds outta nowhere!Creepy.We made it home alive so yay.Then today we all went to the beach and that was fun too!It sucked that we couldn't be there longer cuz i had to work.Work, you suck.After the beach we had lunch at the gondolier...yummy!!I got to work like 30 min late....oopsies.I don't care.It was cool hangin out with his family.ima shower cuz i is stinky from the beach.laters!

Today was my lil sisters b-day party!I set up the table and stuff and it looked soo cute with the Dora theme.It was hot as hell outside and super super humid.Ugh!I leave day after 2morrow..which kinda sux..:(I really don't wanna leave but at the same time I miss Ariel a lot and my mommy of course.But I wish I was able to spend more time up here.Especially with my sister.This is what happens when you work.Work sucks.Neway..I'm goin to sleep or something.Good nite

jesus fuckin christ..i wish so many things were different.Unfortunately, they're not.why? I don't fuckin know.At least one of them is gonna be different in about a month.Thank the lord.I really don't get it.I just don't

Leyna..i'm stealing this from you...haha
F I R S T

First best friend: Nicole Rodriguez
First break-up: none so far
First screen name: nickchk22
Self-purchased album: TLC...Crazy Sexy Cool
First funeral: my great grandfather..i was like 5 and i remember it like it was yesterday
First pets: my mom says we had a cat when we lived in Puert Rico but i don't remember so i'll say Snowy..our dog
First piercing/tattoo: ears
L A S T S

Last car ride: I drove from Yenaidy's house to mine.....good times
Last good cry: about a month ago..it was bad...and in about a few minutes
Last movie seen: Hide and Seek
Last beverage drank: coke and rum
Last food consumed: coconut rice and salmon filet with an orange and mango sauce
Last phone call: Ariel
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last item bought: acrylic nail remover and nail files
Last annoyance: work
Last time wanting to die: never i don't think

S P E C I F I C S

Do you do drugs?: No
What kind of shampoo do you use?: John Frida...some shit for blondes
What are you most scared of?: breakin up... a lot of things
What are you listening to right now? the dryer
Where do you want to get married?: at my gramma's house in Puerto Rico
How many buddies are online right now?: 12

F A V O R I T E S

Color: pink
Food: everything...
Boy name: don't really have one
Girl name: Sofia, Cecelia
Subects in school: psychology
Abbreviation: huh?
Animals: little dogs
Sports: volleyball
Perfume: Jean Paul Gaultier
H A V E Y O U E V E R

Given anyone a bath?: yes!!!! oh jesus
Smoked?: hell no
Bungee jumped?: hell no
Made yourself throw up?: hell no
Skinny dipped?: no...but i sure will
Ever been in love?: yup
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: maybe when i was little i'm sure
Cried when someone died?: oh definitely it was horrible..for my great grandmother's funeral..it was one of the worst thing i've ever experienced
Been rejected?: no i guess not
Rejected someone?: yeah
Done something you regret?: yupyup

L A S T P E R S O N

You touched: myself.....just kiddin!!...my grandpa
Hugged: my mom
You IMed: ariel
IMed you: luisa and stephanie at the same time
Called you: ariel
You called: ariel
Bought you flowers: ariel....awwhiilleee ago

W H O D O Y O U W A N N A

Kill: fuckin retarted ppl at the mall
Slap: same thing

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: definitely flowers..i love carnations
Tall or short: taller than me

R A N D O M

In the morning I am: in a pretty shitty mood
All I need is: food,family,friends,boyfriend,money
Love is: incredible when everything is perfect
I dream about: the future and lots and lots of things
What do you notice first: face and hands
Last person you danced with: i haven't danced since like prom so I would say Ariel at the bowling alley..fun!
Makes you smile: gaby, my sister,ariel,a lot of stuff
Who has a crush on you: i have no idea...probably no one

D O Y O U E V E R

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes
Wish you were younger: a lot of times

N U M B E R

Of times I have had my heart broken: i was just super disappointed
Of hearts I have broken: uhhhh 1,2,3,4,5..i think that's it...maybe less maybe more..lol
Of guys I've kissed: just one!
Of girls I've kissed: none
Of continents I have lived in: just this one
Of tight friends: 4
Of CD's I own: like 70
Of scars on body: quite a few

I woke up today and the first thing I hear is that London got attacked.Nice news to wake up to.That's horrible.The 4th was pretty cool.My mom decided at the last minute to go all out and cook a bunch of food.It was delicious!She made jerk chicken,shrimp and mango kabobs,blue cheese filled hamburgers,corn on the cob wrapped in bacon,potato salad with bacon,and baked beans with a little twist.I think that was it.And for dessert a trifle cake.Holy shit it was good.It's a layer cake with all kinds of berries and oh man..good shit.Mike and Robert stopped by...then G and her brother and we all headed to St.Pete to watch fireworks.We ended up watchin them from our car but it was still fun.2 hours later we come home and decide to go buy some fireworks.We had ourlselves a good time so yay.
Well today me,Ariel,Evan and his new love Luisa..haha,Alex and Crystal went to see Fantastic Four.It was ok.I fell asleep for about 5 min.It didn't help that we went at 1145.I'm usually sleeping at that time.Afterwards we went to Alex's house and he's got a little cute doggie named mudpie..awwwww.It was pretty fun.I came home a little later and i planned to go shopping with my mom but i fell asleep so we didn't go newhere.Oh well.I leave next week for DC woo hoo!!!I'm excited!Laters

I can't sleep.My little brother was in the hospital in PR hooked up to an ivy 2nite.I miss him and I'm worried.It seems like I've got one health problem after another.Got to work and uhhh blacked out for about a minute..on the floor.Yup...some things are great...blah

Me and G bought tickets to see the Backstreet Boys when they come to Tampa!!AGH!!!We're both beyond excited and we can't freakin wait!!!OH man.I think it's gonna be cool to go see them again after uhhh like 5 years.It was fun as hell the first time so we'll see how it goes this time.Tee hee!!!Steak and Shake you suck for not having cookie dough milk shake.Me and Ariel decided to buy one of those 3d puzzles of the Empire State Bldg.It even brought a bonus puzzle of the Met Life Bldg!There are so many pieces and they all look the same.We only managed to put together the metlife bldg cuz it was a lot smaller.It looks really cool so I can imagine the emprire bldg.Some other day I guess.


BSB countdown:32 DAYS!!

FINALLY went to Orlando today to visit my uncle. I was soo excited cuz I was gonna see my little cuzin who i just freakin looove to death!!He's adorable.We had a nice time and they have a nice little house with a lake.My uncle put some meats on the grill and we grubbed and grubbed some more.Very yummy.It was so cute to see the baby walk and crawl and all that cool stuff babies do.After a few hours we left to find a mall.We ended up takin a wrong exit that took us in the direction of Miami.MY mom was freakin out cuz she didn't know where the hell to go and neither did I.I'm horrible when it comes to directions.Well we ended up coming across Florida Mall.Very nice and very huge.Old Navy had some sales so my mom bought some stuff and I bought Ariel some pretty polos.hehe.I hope he likes them.They had an awesome candy store there and Teavana too!!!So of course me and my mom had some yummy tea.After being there for what felt like forever we left and found I4 and I got home about 10 minutes.I'm tired tired tired.But it was fun!

Well the other day me,G,Ariel, and Alex who according to Luisa looks less "trollish"..w/e the hell that means..lol, went to village inn for some food and the plan was to go bowling afterwards with evan and luisa i think or something like that.We get there and it's like half hour till closing time.I was ready to bowl and everything.Oh well.So I think to myself well we'll just all do something else.Nope Ariel went off to do something with Alex and I went with G.I dont know, I felt like dissed or something like I didn't have a chance to say "but aren't we doin nething?" I got in my car and thought..what the hell just happened? aren't we suppose to be hangin out? W/e.We try to go see a movie but there werent ne movies past 11 and it was already 1120 something.Reminder:never go out late on a sunday.Sooo we ended up goin to walmart and buying make up and just lookin around cuz neither of us wanted to go home.So that was that.
My dad was in town a few days ago and i got to see him, my lil bro, and baby sis for like 45 minutes.Maybe even less than that.She was sooooo adorable!!! OMG!!!!!She's precious. Her little thighs are so fat and cute and she laughs now and tries to imitate whatever sounds you make.I put her on the floor and it was funny to see her try and crawl.Gabby has become a pest but is still cute.I think it's the whole attention thing, which is understandable.I almost cried cuz I didn't want them to leave:(I'll see them in about a month or so for her 1st birthday.I can't believe it's been a year already.wow.Then after that ..who knows how long it'll be.

Last nite was one of the nicest and fanciest nites I've had in a while.Not like they happen often.Ariel made reservations at Valencia Garden, but I didn't know where we were gonna eat till we got there.So it was a surprise.I went to the mall and bought some really cute accessories and shoes for my outfit and I think it looked pretty nice..hehe.I had asked Ariel to dress nice but I didn't know if he would or not,which woulda made me a little upset.BUT! He came to pick me up,rang the doorbell,I opened it and he looked soooooooo incredibly nice, good, handsome,freakin HOTT!!I was like in shock and so was my mom.I love it when he gets all dressed up and gels his hair and stuff.Oh man, I LOVE IT! The restaurant was super nice and pricy but most importantly delicious.Afterwards we did a few things and finally decided to go to the movies with Alex,Loiusa, and Evan.We went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith .ME and Ariel didnt get to finish it because I felt naseous in the middle of the movie so I wanted to leave.I think it was because we were sitting in the second row and it sucks sitting there cuz you have to keep lookin up and shit. He also opened the door for me to let me in the car and all that stuff and even bought me a drink at starbucks! I felt so special and like a princess.And I like feeling that way.He also got me this really cute card too.Last nite was so great.It just felt so nice to be taken out and not have to pay.It was awesome.

All right, soooo me and G relaxed at the beach on monday and it was freakin perfect!AND I didn't get burned this time.After the beach we ate at the Gondolier.Delicious! The next morning we were up and at work at 7 am to do inventory.It wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be but it took forever.The stupid corporate guy bought us California Pizza Kitchen and it was super good.Later that day I went to Ariel's and well...hung out for a while and that was funfun.I always hate leaving cuz I wanna spend the nite or something..:(.Someday. I just know it. We finally hired some new ppl at work.Two of the are great and the other is just not so great.He's slow and he kinda smells funny too.I kinda feel bad for him cuz i'm pretty sure he's trying but I don't think he's gonna last much longer.The manager doesn't really thing too highly of him sooo we'll see.All I know is that he gets on my damn nerves and I'd rather still close by myself.He also has a staring problem and that shit does not fly with me.Oh well.I just got home from the bookstore with the love of my life..hehe. so ima have me some food.

ACortes86: i love you more than anything
ACortes86: good night beautiful


hmmm....tee hee hee...i love you

Well it hasn't been the best couple of days but oh well.Kristina's party thing was quite fun.So was the hot tub!Definitely getting one for my house (our house...hehe) when we get rich...hopefully..haha.Just when I think things are goin just alsmot perfect...surprise! I guess they're not.That sucks.A lot.Sometimes I feel like it's a bomb waiting to go off, but nobody knows when!An argument will start outta nowhere and Im just like wtf.I think I cried a lake yesterday and I was just pretty much freakin out about the whole thing.I guess I was just really scared of the possible outcomes.Still am.I really thought everything was fine.It was like outta nowhere.Man, I don't know.And I don't feel to great about me so that doesn't really help either.We went to go see Madagascar tonite and it was pretty damn funny.So yeah, that was cool.Good nite.

I'm up early!! Woo! Off to work...which is not so cool.Graduation Pool party at a fancy hotel...very cool!

Went to G's mom and got my hair did the other day.Light brown with blond hightlights..sooo it's kinda blondin brown.Next time I go get it done I think I'll go completely blond..woo hoo!We'll see how that works out.I also got my nails and toesis did too.Last nite me, my bros,ariel,G and her bro went bowling and I kicked everyone's ass in the first game and we had lots o fun.Later that night me, my bros, ariel and his mommy went to the midnite show for Star Wars and we waited for like 2 hours for the damn movie.It was pretty freakin cool!!There was a guy dressed up as a stormtrooper it was awesome!!!hehehe.

I finally went to the doctor because I was tired of wakin up and feeling like crap.The problem:my stomach.According to the scale I weigh 116, which means I've lost about 10 pounds in almost 2 weeks.Why?I haven't been eating!!!Why?Because everthing I ate would make me sick.Well the doc said it's most likely acid reflux.Awesome.Fist thought:Just like Ashlee Simpson!!..lol.Then I thought damn this really sucks.It just means I can't pig out like I use to and stuff my face till I felt sick.Which I think is a disorder in itself.I think this is a good thing.Like a wake up call almost to take care of myself and eat healthy.So now twice a day or before I eat anything I have to take Zantac 75 and it really helps cuz I don't feel like ass anymore.So yup..that's that
Today me and G didn't work so we had a girls day thing.We went and got our nails done at Walmart!And I got pedicure massage thing.I thought the lady was gonna break my damn legs!!!She had some weird massage techniques..jesus.Now my hands and feet look pretty.Yay!Afterwards we went and had lunch at Applebees which was pretty good.We'd never been there before.Then we drove all the way down Sheldon till it turned into Memorial Highway and till we got to Veterans.I just kept on driving to see where the hell we'd end up.Then we went to Target and tried and sunglasses and took pictures..lol.I also bought the Lindsay Lohan cd...yes Lindsay Lohan.Shut up..all of you.The girl is hot!!Neway.We had some good times.I spent the rest of the day with my love. We went and saw the new Will Ferell movie and it was pretty disappointing.Still funny, just not as funny as I thought it was.oh well.I saw Klaus in a nice red shirt!!hehe.Aftetwards, went back to his house and tucked him in bed..awww..hehe and I left.The end!!

oh my fuckin god....i'm so tired of some shit, i swear. but let's not get started.

Today I woke up ridiculously early to be at work by 7am for that stupid meeting.Me and G get to the mall and I was surprised at how many old people were at the mall at that time excercising(walking) around the parking lot and inside the mall.I was like omg go back to sleep crazies!!!That's what I wanted to do.The meeting didn't go too bad.It lasted about and hour and 15 minutes.No it was more like 2 hours now that I think about it.It just didn't feel like that long, thank god.The owner brought doughnuts and stuff and we roleplayed.G did pretty darn good and I think she'll get the asst. position which is awesome.He told usf that our store is #1 and we have the best crew!That made us feel pretty awesome.Apparently we're the only ones that really know what we're doin.haha!After the meeting the owner left and I thought omg I've got an hour till the store opens and I have to be here till 6pm?!!!AGH!!!!! There wasn't really anything to do so me and G put on some music and just chilled for an hour. So G leaves and I open the store and put my sales training to the test and it actually works.I'm just too lazy to repeat myself about 50 gazillion times a day.Cuz that just sucks.So I was on a roll for a little bit and then I was like w/e..lame...lol.My stomach was giving me problems today and that was wonderful...not.I was hoping my manager would let me leave early and she did..woo hoo!Ariel had said earlier in the week that we should go see that Will Ferell movie that comes out today so I was looking foward to that.Or just doin something cuz I'd prefer to spend time with him and not to be at home. So I called him, no answer.Calls back and he's on his way to a guitar concert at Blake.Great.I thought we were gonna possibly do something.There went that idea.What do I do?Watch I don't know how many shows about Metallica and their retarted problems and their bitchin until I finally fall asleep. I really wanted to go out too since I hadn't gone to the movies in a bit.Turns out when I called him he was in a movie.OK...w/e man.I thought about goin to the mall but I hate goin places by myself so yup.I won't be doin nething 2morrow cuz I work all damn day.yay.And my manager is suppsose to be there all day with me but she's having some guy from another Toyopia close the store with me.I don't know who this dude is and I don't wanna close with him.Oh well.She says he's nice and blablabla.We'll see.Earlier at work this other guy from another Toyopia called our store and he decides he wants to have a conversation.He usually calls just to ask if we have some stupid toy.But this time he was all like soooo what school you go to and all this other shit.I was like dude..GOOD BYE!lol.He says he's underage so I'm guessing he's 19 or 20.Who knows.It was just weird.Neway, I can't think of anything else that was exciting today so I shall go now.